I am going to tell you a
little tale about me that could be about as interesting as paint drying on the wall,
so feel free to bail out at any time, if you dare.
As a wee soul of maybe
eleven years old, around the time I began teaching myself to cook, I also began
to teach myself to sew. I had a
Simplicity sleeveless blouse pattern I picked out at the Five and Ten Cent
Variety Store, and my mom bought it for me.
But… I’m ahead of myself a
bit.
Sometime in my early
childhood I was gifted a rectangular woven sewing basket with a hinged woven
lid and loop closing, either from my mom or my mom’s mother. Whoever it was, the box is long gone now.
It contained an apple size pin cushion that looked like a tomato with six rays of thread pulled tight around the stuffed shape to form six quadrants. It would hold the pins and needles one was using for whatever project was at hand, then when finished the pins would go back into the pin box and the needles slipped back into the paper and foil package of needles.
A cloth shaped strawberry filled with emery was included to sharpen the needles, as well as a pair of
sharp embroidery scissors to cut the threads and a thimble for my middle finger. I preferred not to use it, but to push the
head of a slim needle through thick fabric and have the needle head pierce one’s
finger tip, well... let's just say it happened more than once, so using a thimble became an art I eventually learned.
This introduction seems to be going nowhere, doesn't it? As cute as the idea was of a sewing basket, mine began its journey into the land of discarded items after I discovered a much improved replacement.
Who in their right mind ever wants to hand sew, if they can bum a sewing machine
off a friendly neighbor. Mom’s best
friend, the lady next door, Millie Gorden, had a third floor to their house
that was filled with treasures, much like a finished attic would be.
That is where the ancient
Singer treadle sewing machine was, the sewing machine dad had to bring down two flights of stairs, then out their front gate, down the street and into our gate,
up the porch steps and through the front door.
I was his little “punkin”, but I think he wished I wasn’t that day.
My first project, the
sleeveless blouse so simple, was sewn and worn with pride after I embroidered a
few flowers on the shoulders. I was
already efficient in the art of embroidery, because I was just that kind of
kid. Mom could see the fallacy of
keeping this decoration of bulky equipment in the middle of the living room
floor along with a kitchen chair.
So literally, a traveling
salesman a few month later sold her a used sewing machine with a cover that latched
over it and must have weighed 50 pounds to this youngster. Voila!
Dad then had to retrace his steps to deliver the antique back to the
third floor of Millie’s home. I’m sure I
ceased to be his favorite child sometime around then. As for me, I never had a second thought about
it, but I’m almost positive dad did.
My setup was the
portable sewing machine on a kitchen chair and me sitting on another kitchen
chair opposite it in the living room, sewing away. Not an ideal situation, but with five
children, space was limited. My
accomplishments were meager with this arrangement, as the only fabrics I was
privy to were the old ones stored in mom’s trunk in the basement.
There once was a
photographic slide taken when my dad sneaked up on me as I was hunkered over the
sewing machine, called out my name, and as I turned to look at him with curlers
in my hair and pins stuck out my mouth… CLICK!
That slide came out every time he set up the projector.
When I graduated from high school, there was no extra money to buy a fancy dress, so I set to work sewing up my own lovely outfit. I screwed up the sheer sleeve, ran out of time, and wore just my regular school clothes under my gown, too embarrassed to attend the graduation party afterwards.
Sometimes life just sucks.
I did manage to sew up a
formal silk georgette dress for my popular younger sister when she left eighth
grade. It probably became trash later,
as my sister had no way of taking care of it, but it was magic on her for that
one special night. That was around 1970,
and I never sewed again until maybe a decade later, when I could afford a
sewing machine for myself from JC Penney’s.
After I moved to
Panama, Central America, I mastered the art of the sewing machine and all of its attachments to perfection, and had a wonderful wardrobe filled with many one-of-a-kind
items. I perfected bound buttonholes,
French seams, and my collection of threads and fabric became quite a monster.
Then my sewing machine
broke,
and I was broke…
so that was that.
Later I gained a size,
and could never, ever wear
what I had sewn again.
The story ends as simple
as it began –
Little things that give me a warm feeling when I enter my Writing Room
A little thing that give me a crap feeling when I sit down in my Writing Room
Austin trapped Charlotte in the cat pan
when the screen was in place after bedtime.
She was screeching for maybe half a minute with me yelling to break it up,
as I can't instantly rush out of bed in my older age.
Whwn I sat up in bed I saw a frizzed out blur streak under my bed.
Upon investigation, little chunks of her fur were found
scattered about in the Writing Room.
For now, the screen is not in use, and Austin is being cuddled more
to alleviate his boredom and stress.
Charlotte window Shopping.
Days of rain, then a light dusting of snow.
Common Sage in double-walled planter.
Living in the crack.
Winter Savory in planter
Common Thyme in planter
Christmas Fern in rain garden.
Just Hanging Out
Winter weedy ground cover
Not sure about this 'weed'
Dead Nettle 'Weed'
I think this is Bittercress.
Buttercup 'Weed'
Lyre-leaf Sage
Ghostly seed heads of Hairy Sunflower
Chimes and Chickadee nest box
But,
of course,
there is
always more to this story.
I often called sewing my
hobby, but I’m pretty sure a hobby is doing something you really love, and the only thing I ever loved about sewing was the finished piece of clothing at the end of the day.
I still preferred hand stitched hems on some pieces of clothing which created extra work, and although I struggled to finish any project I began, I enjoyed being stylish too much to stop. When one project was finished, there was always the next one to start.
I think the passion of sewing never entered the picture for me, so in the end, I began to hate the tedious work that always required
perfection. That I accomplished so much
of it, I guess, is a nod to my perseverance, but now… when I could scrape the funds
together to buy another sewing machine, I hesitate.
I love myself too much.