Friday, September 6, 2024

September ~ when the heater is turned on before midnight and the air conditioner is turned on before noon..

Opening the sliding glass door to the deck and the garden beyond, the music of a few katydids’ give’s purpose to my empty mind this early morning.  I have missed the rush hour, and the lull in traffic gives me pause for thought.

I’m happy in parts , but unhappy with the whole of living.  Selfish seems to trump goodness quite often, and we all know good intentions are no intentions at all.  Such a disappointment; gives me reason to love my two cats even more.  I have yet to meet a cat who has lied to me.

I’ve noticed my “About Me” part of my blog introduction still lists my interests as Cats, Dogs, Wildlife Gardening, Scrapbooking, Artist, Cooking, Hiking, Art, Museums, Theater, Music, Book Stores.  Nowadays they are mostly unpracticed interests due to different health issues.

Cats are an active interest, as I have two, but if I’m not present at a veterinarian appointment, my husband will give me a different version of what the cat docter said every time I ask.  Whaaaaaaaaat? 

I am the head gardener of my wildlife garden with one volunteer who is a self-declared hater of gardening… ha-ha-ha.  Let’s move on.

Cooking – well, yes if my prep guy preps and leaves me only with the cooking to do.  Sometimes I feel as if I’ve descended into hell after I am finished, but hey, it’s always worth the try.

Nothing else happens if I have to stand more than a few minutes or bend my neck for any length of time.  That pretty much wipes everything else off the list unless I have a bent elbow to hang onto.  Sometimes that bent elbow walks off without me :'(

My wildlife garden only came about when the person who promised to teach me how to shoot effectively in competition matches reneged, leaving me high and dry.





Wildlife gardening was the only choice I thought I could teach myself and pull it off on my own.  It was riddled with unrealistic expectations and arguments, and a hardscape of whatever I could find at construction sites.

Was it worth it?

I would like to say yes, but it feels like no one cares.  A lack of compassion for all living organisms seems to be a flaw in our evolution of smarts.

So here I sit, empty as I began, in my writing room, trying to think of something more worthwhile to write.










Horace's Duskywing Butterfly, Erynnis horatius
on Joe Pye Weed going to seed.


About three feet away this looked like a tiny dark oblong mass.
Since I did not disturb the top bug from eating the lower insect, 
I can only speculate that the top insect is a shield bug nymph.
sucking the innards from something 
that looks a little like a spotted cucumber Beetle.
Whatever... 











Clematis viorna





Flower Fly - Syrphid Fly - Hover Fly





Clasping Aster
First aster to bloom here in early fall.
Leaf base is attached to the stem without having a stalk or peduncle,
so it appears to clasp the stem.


Large Carpenter Bee, male, with its white face patch;
on pink turtlehead plant.




The sun was still shining but the wind smelled of rain: he loved that promise of wetness mixed with the autumn reek of leaves and molder, ripe apples and completed earth. The Equinox always roused him and gave him a sense of fulfillment at the same time: he felt as tired and contented as the ground and yet as wild with storm as the changing sky. 

~Frances Frost, Uncle Snowball, 1940




Polistes fuscatus, Northern Paper Wasp, I think.  
They mimic so many different looks.
It will drink from the side of birdbath as the one above is doing,
but will also land on the water and float while drinking. 





Drosophila melanogaster, Fruit Fly








Carex plantaginea, Seersucker Sedge edging pathway.


Wild Petunia, Ruellia humilis
A nice groundcover when happy.


Oncopeltus fasciatus, known as the large milkweed bug


Milkweed nymphs go through a process called molting, where they shed their exoskeleton to grow larger. The time between each molt is called an instar.  


On Butterflyweed, Asclepias tuberosa, seed pod which they feed on.


They reach adult stage after four instars, and live for about a month.




That time of year, you know, when the summer, beginning to sadden,
Full-mooned and silver-misted, glides from the heart of September,
Mourned by disconsolate crickets, and iterant grasshoppers, crying
All the still nights long, from the ripened abundance of gardens;
Then, ere the boughs of the maples are mantled with earliest autumn,
But the wind of autumn breathes from the orchards at nightfall,
Full of winy perfume and mystical yearning and languor;
And in the noonday woods you hear the foraging squirrels,
And the long, crashing fall of the half-eaten nut from the tree-top;
When the robins are mute, and the yellow-birds, haunting the thistles,
Cheep, and twitter, and flit through the dusty lanes and the loppings,
When the pheasant booms from your stealthy foot in the cornfield,
And the wild-pigeons feed, few and shy, in the scoke-berry bushes;
When the weary land lies hushed, like a seer in a vision,
And your life seems but the dream of a dream which you cannot remember...

~William Dean Howells



Hairy Sunflower,  Helianthus hirsutus


Snout Butterfly


Eastern Gray Squirrel on 
Carpinus carolinianaAmerican Hornbeam





Liatris aspera, Tall Blazing Star
Below is one that stands out from the rest
with its dark red.
The stem can get 6' tall, but in my containers they grow horizontally
sometimes, curling and snaking about.








Large Carpenter Bee
Often called gentle giants.
I had a pair of them fly into me today when they changed direction,
and they just went on about business as usual.












Northern Mockingbird
Mother and Fledging
















Austin


Always thinking of you ...






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