“Okay.” I say. I assume it has to be about the tv. I wait. He leaves. I plop a tea bag and soup spoon into
my cat cup of hot water, and scurry back into the cat’s den… my writing room.
As I get cozy with the three pillows piled onto my
armchair, cat Austin makes his entrance as if he is telepathic. Without asking, he curls tightly into the
triangular area of my left bent arm, making air biscuits.
It's a surreal feeling that my life isn't any more important than I think it is; but apparently, I think I'm extremely important, as I put up quite a struggle to keep myself from sinking underground and becoming fertilizer for my garden.
After one malady is under control, another one forces itself upon me. There was a time when I told my family I wanted to live to be 100 years old. What a dreamer I was. A talk with my sister last night sunk me to rock bottom, as she described the last years of mom's life with her.
Mom's leg problems are my leg problems. So much for the surreal. I would have loved to have dreamed a bit longer... but, it is what it is. Is it better to not know? Oh, to dabble one's toes in hell while others fly up, up, up into the heavens... who knows.
They're a hot topic at the moment, as each group crescendos in unison, then decrescendos half way, then back up again, then down again to almost nothing. Of course, they never stay at nothing if its a mildly cool sunny day. They have little time to mate before death claims them back into earths fold where they were once nurtured.
The emergence of this brood XIX, 13 years in the ground creatures, cannot be missed no matter how hard one may try. Yesterday I stood on the deck and thought how beautiful they sound in the distance. Today the noise is mind boggling as they fill the trees in my own yard.
This cicada does not have good looks going for it with those freaky orange eyes and legs that seem to repel people who are not one with nature, but their importance should not be dimished by this. They are nature's offering to aerate the soil, feed the species, and fertilizer the earth.
Their wings are sublime beauty, as if delicate stained glass, and a bit of sadness will linger as the last ones drop back to the earth, and disappear for years to come. It's life, isn't it... it gives and it takes back.
Just another reminder of our loss of Dustin. We never realized how many cicadas of this brood fed our dog. We thought not too many, as I spied him catch a few as they flew by or landed on the patio; but apparently tons upon tons, as we have to sweep the dead ones up daily, when ten years ago, we rarely had to bother.
A short post today, as life's been a bitch lately. Not too many photos, as Vic must hold onto me when I'm out in the garden photographing. On the patio, I'm much better with my balance. The following poem is more about the summer cicadas, but we get those also.
by Roderic Quinn
an Australian Poet
Yesterday there came to me
from a green and graceful tree
as I loitered listlessly
nothing doing, nothing caring,
light and warmth and fragrance sharing
with the butterfly and the bee,
while the sapling-tops a-glisten
danced and trembled, wild and willing
such a sudden sylvan shrilling
that I could not choose but listen.
Green cicadas, black cicadas,
happy in the gracious weather,
floury-baker, double-drummer,
all as one and all together,
how they voiced the golden summer.
Stealing back there came to me
as I loitered listlessly
'neath the green and graceful tree,
nothing doing, nothing caring,
boyhood moments spent in sharing
with the butterfly and the bee
youth and freedom, warmth and glamour
while cicadas round me shrilling,
set the sleepy noontide thrilling
with their keen insistent clamour.
Green cicadas, black cicadas,
happy in the gracious weather
Floury-bakers, double-drummers
all as one and all together --
how they voice the bygone summers!
from a green and graceful tree
as I loitered listlessly
nothing doing, nothing caring,
light and warmth and fragrance sharing
with the butterfly and the bee,
while the sapling-tops a-glisten
danced and trembled, wild and willing
such a sudden sylvan shrilling
that I could not choose but listen.
Green cicadas, black cicadas,
happy in the gracious weather,
floury-baker, double-drummer,
all as one and all together,
how they voiced the golden summer.
Stealing back there came to me
as I loitered listlessly
'neath the green and graceful tree,
nothing doing, nothing caring,
boyhood moments spent in sharing
with the butterfly and the bee
youth and freedom, warmth and glamour
while cicadas round me shrilling,
set the sleepy noontide thrilling
with their keen insistent clamour.
Green cicadas, black cicadas,
happy in the gracious weather
Floury-bakers, double-drummers
all as one and all together --
how they voice the bygone summers!
Fleabane
This seeds everywhere, but it does not overpower any other plant.
People look at it as a problematic weed, but I just see beauty.
It dies down and eventually disappears after blooming .
Baptisia Purple Smoke
I ignore them and they do fine.
Early winter when the stems detach at ground level,
the wind will blow them across the yard all intertwined,
much like a tumbleweed.
Lyre Leaf Sage
Maianthemum racemosum, False Solomon's Seal
Flowers turn into pretty berries for wildlife
I no longer have my garden notes,
but I think this is 'Cardinal de Richelieu' a gallica rose.
We dug it up years ago, but a sucker survived
and is slowly expanding. It seems to blend in well with the grasses.
Few thorns, but it's in an area I cannot reach.
A Jumping Spider
Clematis Venosa Violacea
On a ride from the doctor's office
In the weed patch
Cicadas on Pachysandra procumbens, Allegheny Spurge
Cidada emerging from it's hard exoskeleton,
so it's wings will unfold and dry out.
After that it will drop to the ground
and head for the nearest tree or shrub.
Some will have problems with their molting and die.
Exoskeletons
Clematis viorna, I think
A leather Leaf type of native clematis.
I don't feel well enough to try and identify these muchrooms.
I always enjoy seeing them.
What a marvel!
My babies - Austin and Charlotte
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