She sights a Bird—she chuckles—
She flattens—then she crawls—She runs without the look of feet—
Her eyes increase to Balls—
Her Jaws stir—twitching—hungry—
Her Teeth can hardly stand—
She leaps, but Robin leaped the first—
Ah, Pussy, of the Sand,
The Hopes so juicy ripening—
You almost bather your Tongue—
When Bliss disclosed a hundred Toes—
And fled with every one—
~ Emily Dickinson
~ July 29
A severe thunderstorm
warning has been announced. Of course, I
can see it with my own eyes. Besides
cats and dogs, it seems to be belching out hippopotamuses and alligators with
all that never ending baritone thunder rumbling across the sky.
Second week of under ninety-degree
weather with most afternoons filled with raindrops; some pounding the earth
into a moonscape while other days see it caressed ever so softly with the love
of an angel. We need the moisture, but I
think the tree frogs floated down the street two days ago in a swift current
for an adventure over the horizon.
I’m stuck indoors. Hmmm… says much about my home, that outside
is preferred to inside… or, maybe not.
My home is in a never-ending fluctuation of messy, not so messy, messy,
not so messy, messy… you get the drift. What
ever happened to clean?!?
My houseplants are a
redeeming feature of the lesser sort, since I chose the uneventful Peperomia’s
as my plants to cuddle with care.
Personally, I think they are torturous creatures in that they just sit
there, forever. That’s it… just sit
there! The diva of the group did sent up
a “flower” of sorts proclaiming it’s top-notch of the bunch this year. Hip hip hooray.
I’ve fried them, baked
them, starved them, drowned them, parched them to a crisp, and sunburned one
that grows a cover of fuzz to prevent sunburns… I feel a bit guilty. I know I saw one the other day trying with
all its tiny might to dislodge it’s roots from its pot to run away from
home. I’m a bad mother.
Two more bite the
dust. I’ve tossed them into the trash
can… my bad. Two will be repotted into
straight Fox Farm Ocean Forest soil, and the juvenile, still in its infant pot,
hopefully will be repotted before August.
It’s really difficult getting the lighting correct with the indoor plant
lights, plus I seem to have more bad days than good, and a green thumb that is
becoming quite black.
Dinner is Calabria Brick Oven
Pizza Supreme with black olives and spinach punting to kingdom come the green
peppers, per Vic’s choice; and a Pepsi.
I know… it’s a treat, so enough about healthy. I’m tired of never eating things I miss from younger
times.
Until I feel like writing another day, I’m off to enjoy a sinfully delicious feast.
Above - Joe Pye Weed in bud
Below - Joe Pye Weed in bloom
Eastern Rosemallow, Hibiscus moscheutos
Three new plants to join the older ones in pots.
We get a lot of bee activity with this plant that prefers damp soil.
Rosemallow seed pods,
One is green and still ripening,
and the other has dried and opened up.
European Honeybee, not a native species.
We have many this year. While they are beautiful creatures,
they eat food that should be for the native bees.
on Joe Pye Weed
The lavender flowers are
Ruellia humilis, Fringeleaf Wild Petunia
Eastern Gray Squirrel, Sciurus carolinensis
Common Sage, Salvia officinalis
Grown on the back deck, and used in cooking.
Clematis viorna, Leatherflower Clematis
I think this is Leaf-cutter Bee damage.
Green unripened berries are on the Winterberry Shrub.
~ August 1
While this date is the one
I have envisioned these writings will be posted, I have been slowed down by a
fall in my living room. Come to think of
it, all my falls are in my living room.
I’m in love with my stuffed hassock that broke my fall bruising my butt big time. I needed my cane and became frustrated at not
knowing where I last left it while in the process of shutting everything down
for the evening. I became slightly faint
and however I stepped, I took a tumble.
I’ve cut the blood
pressure pills in half, per doctor’s orders; and a chiropractor visit put my
neck, shoulders and knees back to feeling good.
The egg-like bruise on my right forearm, the bruise covering my left
elbow, and the one across my hindside are hindering comfort, but this too shall
pass.
This morning as I sit in the
coolness of air conditioning, cuddled by an overstuffed armchair, with
television remote in hand; I am distracted by a group of young squirrels fighting
over the ownership of the sunflower chips in my bird feeder. The one holding its ground while eating in
the feeder, is quite feisty at keeping the others at bay. It
will leave the feeder, hanging onto the pole while chasing any who dare to climb
that pole.
I could hardly believe my
eyes as one dropped from a branch four feet above and landed on the dome,
instantly sliding downwards towards the edge and doom. Somehow it actually managed to grab the feeder
but dropped to the ground when attacked by feisty one. Although this branch is quite high, it does bend with squirrel weight. This was repeated many times by those hungry
tykes, some succeeding in grabbing the feeder, but most sliding right off that
dome, down, down, down to that rocky hard ground.
This spectacle lasted through a cup of hot English Breakfast Tea, and as the entertainment dwindled to
nothing, a Downy Woodpecker came in to hang off the side of the feeder to feed,
and as it left, a Red Bellied Woodpecker came in for a few nibbles.
I’m off to photograph bees
on the wild bergamot plants along the side of the front porch bed, as Vic says they are covered in bees. Bye!
Silver-Spotted Skipper Butterfly, Epargyreus clarus
on Joe Pye Weed.
Most likely the Fiery Skipper Butterfly, Hylephila phyleus
Horace's Duskywing Butterfly, Erynnis horatius
The white dots are where the wings are clear.
Poison Ivy
Euonymus americanus unripened fruit capsules
Rudbeckia triloba, Brown-eyed Susan
Under the Beautyberry Shrub and its unripened berries.
~ August 2, 2024
I took so many photos
before dusk yesterday, that I had to give up the idea of publishing any of them
on this post. They must wait until a
later date.
Next Tuesday our huge
White Ash Tree will be cut down, and I’m sure the aftermath will be a total
shock for me and the garden. It will
certainly leave an enormous void in the center of the backyard, and a sadness
in my heart.
No doubt the added light will coax
wild seeds out of dormancy that have waited for years to once again feel the
warmth of sunshine.
Perhaps they will be
beautiful wildflowers,
Or…
Perhaps just ugly weeds.
Do I feel lucky?
Not really.
I’ve been crying here and
there this week as memories of loved ones of my past rise to the surface of my thoughts
and take over my emotions. Happens once, twice, or three times a year, and lasts a few days. It's about regrets formed when I lose someone. A flaw, I think, in the way I process it all. I know it would be to my advantage to think differently, but the doing never happens.
I’ve been typing, then erasing so many times, I think it’s my que to give up and say goodnight.
Much love,
Yvonne


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